angsty
lame
overjoyed
negative
eager
ciao
want someone to want to talk to me
read the title...it seems like such a loser-ish statement...i dnt knw if you see me as a loser...i dnt knw if you should see me as one...i dnt evn knw how many 'yous' exist...
But yeah,to want human contact is a basic pillar of human nature...
Im bein a dick to try and justify myself here...i dn evn knw if i wana justify myself here...sometimes i feel like i dont really need anyone apart frm family,at all...really...even romance/play seems unimportant...i think that my present station in life is sustainable,without any need for anyone apart from my immediate family(sometimes even they dnt seem that important)...i luk at myself,and think'maybe i can be the perfect,lone stranger'..,no need for anything more than mere acquaintance,and the joys of living my thoroughly simple and uncluttered life,unbothered by peer pressure,social conformity,and the need to put up with others' bullshit...best of all,nt being judged,and feeling judged...a life of ease by belief in minimalism...
And it feels nice.
Ciao
But yeah,to want human contact is a basic pillar of human nature...
Im bein a dick to try and justify myself here...i dn evn knw if i wana justify myself here...sometimes i feel like i dont really need anyone apart frm family,at all...really...even romance/play seems unimportant...i think that my present station in life is sustainable,without any need for anyone apart from my immediate family(sometimes even they dnt seem that important)...i luk at myself,and think'maybe i can be the perfect,lone stranger'..,no need for anything more than mere acquaintance,and the joys of living my thoroughly simple and uncluttered life,unbothered by peer pressure,social conformity,and the need to put up with others' bullshit...best of all,nt being judged,and feeling judged...a life of ease by belief in minimalism...
And it feels nice.
Ciao
damn you blogspot.
i was doin an awesome,heart-wrenching poem.
and just as i finished,,blogspot decided to delete all my autodrafts,and simultaneously sign me out.
i loved that bit of my heart that i had poured out onto this speck of the internet.
maybe there is a conspiracy in the works at google,against me.
maybe its all for the better.
ciao
and just as i finished,,blogspot decided to delete all my autodrafts,and simultaneously sign me out.
i loved that bit of my heart that i had poured out onto this speck of the internet.
maybe there is a conspiracy in the works at google,against me.
maybe its all for the better.
ciao
words of the week:edition 5
well,after goin thru tons of hatemail for missin a week,herez what i could muster up
nubile
impudent
nefarious
nemesis
yeeehaw
ciao
nubile
impudent
nefarious
nemesis
yeeehaw
ciao
as ironic as it may sound........
hello again,my absymal audience.
My end-of-year exams just got over...i had a party afterwardz...no drinks...got home late...every kids idea of a perfect post-exam day...
(*here cometh the infernal BUT*)
But.
It all js seems very boring and unfocused.Very very boring.
One day ur focused(or not) at achieving something(fr me,it was marks) and the next day youve made a decision to achieve for urself an absolute,pure dose of nothing.
Where do you think one would feel better,or more meaningful(i just wish i could demarcate GOOD and BAD here)?
I dont really know about the rest of you guys,but i chose the first.
Ciao
My end-of-year exams just got over...i had a party afterwardz...no drinks...got home late...every kids idea of a perfect post-exam day...
(*here cometh the infernal BUT*)
But.
It all js seems very boring and unfocused.Very very boring.
One day ur focused(or not) at achieving something(fr me,it was marks) and the next day youve made a decision to achieve for urself an absolute,pure dose of nothing.
Where do you think one would feel better,or more meaningful(i just wish i could demarcate GOOD and BAD here)?
I dont really know about the rest of you guys,but i chose the first.
Ciao
human nature
Everyone is a hypocrite.Some to greater lengths,some to lesser.Some in shadows,some out in the open.Everyone lies.Everyone cheats.Everyone discriminates.Its just a question of how,and of how well you look at it.
And we acknowledge this fact,and also choose to ignore as and when we like.We revere those as Mother Teresa and Jesus Christ for their unending love and affection and lack of a bad side.But,we place them,and have placed such above ourselves,above humans.
I forgive people for being so.
(forgive me for takin the high and mighty point of view here)
And forgive me if this is biased.
Im only human.
Ciao.
And we acknowledge this fact,and also choose to ignore as and when we like.We revere those as Mother Teresa and Jesus Christ for their unending love and affection and lack of a bad side.But,we place them,and have placed such above ourselves,above humans.
I forgive people for being so.
(forgive me for takin the high and mighty point of view here)
And forgive me if this is biased.
Im only human.
Ciao.
she sparkes,and she sings
she beckons me
to her,to leave my confines
to breathe deep,
take in her earthy perfume
she who awaits me,
so pure,
yet complete.
Se caresses me,
my hair,my body
so tender,yet lush
she offers me
all that she has
i accept,and savour
her touch,her feel
and yet i cry,for
i have none to offer
much less be accepted
i think,i ponder
our love imperfect,
so short,yet lasting
as i savour,our
every moment,i
do fear that instant apart
i do give my heart,
to my love,my solace,
the rain.
ciao
to her,to leave my confines
to breathe deep,
take in her earthy perfume
she who awaits me,
so pure,
yet complete.
Se caresses me,
my hair,my body
so tender,yet lush
she offers me
all that she has
i accept,and savour
her touch,her feel
and yet i cry,for
i have none to offer
much less be accepted
i think,i ponder
our love imperfect,
so short,yet lasting
as i savour,our
every moment,i
do fear that instant apart
i do give my heart,
to my love,my solace,
the rain.
ciao
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